I sat here for the last five minutes, trying to start a sentence for the February entry, but can’t seem to figure out a way to do this, keep on erasing, starting at cursor zero again. I know why.
Autumn, she promised me a change, I remember we made the exchange, she never mentioned when to expect the unexpected. Just today, I finally have time to sit down and really hit a moment of silence for myself, understanding what it means to be appreciated, loved, admired by folks that are in my life. I guarantee sadness will not make another visit while I am with you or will it?
Less than a month ago, I watched the birthday girl filled with flowers, gifts, and of course the extra attention by folks around the world, I don’t know what to make of this feeling, as if she was at ease with this new unexpected object in her life, a bit cautious at first, but certainly granted herself the “get out of jail” card for now.
eh, I finally took care of the poison snake and shot it out of my life. Down to two now, one took off, trying to figure out what life means, happy like a fat Buddha, I certainly cannot take that away from someone’s life.
This one, is work in progress. Nothing much to write, watching is learning and see how far the eagle will fly.
