Beautiful sunny day has arrived, I sort of don’t have anything too depressing to talk about. 4 miles on the trail today, beautiful and wonderful as always, the sound of these songs are better than usual when the weather is so strong on heat. Summer is finally being appreciated.
Was going to shape up an essay for my lonely soul to read while I’m off to fantasy land, but today seems more realistic than usual, the sun is out, folks are outside, taking up space on the trail, children from all different races learning how to bike, strong men making their best effort to gain another piece of muscle on their legs, and beautiful women trying to maintain their perfection for the next step of happiness in life, could be a hot date, could be reduction in depression, motivation in stronger work ethic, whatever it is, we are out seeking for the ultimate happiness, which never seems to exist.
This year’s goals are a bit harder than before, a few years being in the same spot, stable, comfortable, and why wasn’t I cautious of this before? Comfort, repetition, plus the easy, soon will create another inconvenience, and here it is, an example of someone trying to get out for six months, sort of succeeded, making me feel sort of hopeless, a bit scared, could be typecast just like another movie star.
Here it goes, step number 0, start fresh, back to the beginning, and then seek for my forgotten dream, which is harder to get to than I thought..
